Injuries, the runner, it’s not just a physical thing.
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I have to be honest here, this style of treatment has been a breakthrough. Sure, the problems are there both in my knee, and in my head, however, I am running and the knee is improving all the time. I’m fairly certain that a lot of endurance athletes go through this and most, if not all come through it in a fitter, stronger position.
So has my mileage increased? Yes in run length, and no in frequency. I feel at the moment that each planned run, must be assessed mentally and physically, it is almost like a safeguard I’ve created without realising. I wanted to be achieving 2 long runs, 2 recovery runs and a tempo run each week, but I find this incredibly difficult right now. Balancing my home life with my wife plus two young children, a full time job as a Lorry driver (with very unsocial early starts, and frustrating shift pattern), maybe training for a Marathon is a bit too much? I’m not convinced it is, and I know within myself, that no matter how difficult it gets, I won’t give up. I just have to keep telling myself it will be worth it, I really want to see the look on the faces of my children as I cross the line at the end of my first Marathon, and prove to myself that I’m stronger than I think.
I’ve managed a couple of long runs recently, mixed with some shorter faster runs, and the confidence is growing. I would like to share with you, my two most recent long runs. It was one, if not the coldest day we’ve had here in Lincoln for a while and I remember seeing the temperature at the time as -2’c, with a predicted real feel of -10’c, how do I feel? Tired? Yes, I’ve been at work for the past five days, and the youngest child awoke earlier than usual, grrr. What about anything else? A head cold perhaps? Sniffly? Yes, that is also annoying me. So you would of thought that would stop runners, right? Well actually no, I had mileage to accumulate and experience to gain. I had a route planned, I had water and a little snack to get me through, so of I went. A success! 16.7 miles, my longest at this point. I was very cold, very tired, but ultimately very happy. Yes the knee was sore, I did actually manage to keep my heart rate around my target, averaging 142bpm, and amazingly, my minute mile pace was 8:40 to 9:40 per mile. The emphasis on that run was to keep my heart rate below 145bpm for the entire run.
And the most recent? It should be titled “ A lesson in how not to pace a long run”. I arranged to meet a runner friend for the first few miles of my long run, I should mention, he is also recovering from injury. We both agreed to a pace that would be comfortable, and of we went…. Six miles at an average of something resembling sub 7:50 miles, and I should have binned it at the drop off point for my friend. I didn’t, I thought, ‘hey, it will be fine, use the next couple for miles to recover your heart rate from 162bpm and all will be good…’, well that didn’t work! I decided in the the end to run on feel, as the HR training had well and truly gone. So, I ran the remainder of the run cursing myself, all 11.4 miles of it. World of hurt!, as I approached the final few miles, I knew I was in trouble. I started to get twitches in my calves, I described it to a friend as ‘bubbling’, her response which made me chuckle was ‘dancing calves’. Furthermore, my stomach had started tightening, and now, I was fighting all manner of arguments in my head – stop!, no, don’t stop, it’s only a little further, – your body is done, rest up now and walk, fight another day.. And so it continued, as did I, all the way home, with only the slightest of walk breaks. I know I have never been in that place before. All I could hear in my head was ‘zip up that mansuit!’, for those of you who listen to a certain podcast. So, 17.4 miles of emotion and mind games, but still, the longest run to date. Roll on Manchester Marathon, April 2nd 2017.
